Oh how I love my moodswings and my f'd up mind... Thinking positive? No, not today my friend! I'm the evil sob in your head playing with your mind and I'm very amused


FUCK.

maybe it's booze? that's what i notice in myself. anyhow. check out Ceephax Acid Crew - United Acid Emirates for help?

I'm seeing a psychologist since a few weeks, he says there's an imaginairy 'guy' in the back of my head forcing me to think bad and that's what happens all the time! For the next appointment I have to write down memories of being bullied. I still have memories of 1973 as if they happened last week, really!! This thing controls my mind, my senses, my behaviour, the way I respond and react and all dammit! It makes the things happen which I try to avoid the most! When my friend doesn't answer on FB chat I go bezerk while I *KNOW* he's just busy or offline! It's killing me!

I will be praying for you, friend.

Severe moodswings, part 2: I've had a chat with my pal today, unfckingbelievable how my mind works, all bad feelings from last 2 days are gone

I hope my psychologist helps me to get rid of that, life's too great to feel bad

thanks for the support everyone

glad you are on the upswing, i know about moodswings from many past issues myself. onwards and upwards!

I have told my pal what's happening and I've put a subliminal personal message into the pdf as well, disguised as an explanation. The main worries are slightly fading away :)